wildaxewoman: (Pensive)
2013-04-03 09:44 pm

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[Filter: Private]

It's not just me. Allison really is different now, not so much that she's not Allison anymore but she's definitely sharper. Used to be anytime someone gave her trouble she'd shrink away and I'd need to come in and rescue her.

...she won't need me so much anymore, will she. Now I'm not sure how I feel, I'm glad she's stronger, but I'm a little sad.

Guess that's just one more thing that'll never be the same again.

And Ken. Now that the war's over we should probably talk about things. Do we just keep being friends who sleep together whenever they're bored or lonely, go back to just being friends, what? I mean, I kinda told Mom he's my boyfriend, so she'll probably expect me to bring him home for dinner sometime soon.

Funny, that doesn't even sound half bad.
wildaxewoman: (Determined)
2013-03-18 06:49 pm

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[Filter: Private]

Allison seems sharper than usual lately. We never did find out who's been messing with her things, but she says she's got a few suspicions. Whoever they are, though, I'm going to make them sorry they ever messed with my best friend.


[Filter: Leila]

You still holding up okay? We're getting closer and closer to the end...
wildaxewoman: (Pensive)
2013-02-14 04:42 pm

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[Filter: Private]

...does it count if he draws you a rose with red ink? Poor stupid Ken, I wouldn't care either way if he got me a real one or nothing at all. He's not a bad artist, though...it's cute, the way he actually put effort into it.

My first Rose Day with a boyfriend. Well, sort of. It's...it's not like we're in love or anything! I've cooked for him every Rose Day for the past few years!

But he's never even tried to give me a rose.



[Filter: Mom]

Hey! So, you and Dad are having a nice Rose Day, I hope? And has Robin even mentioned Alli
wildaxewoman: (Sad)
2013-01-26 10:20 pm

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[Filter: Private]

...just when you think you've gotten past something, it grabs you by the throat and it's like the pain's new and fresh all over again. What the hell, it's not even close to...to that day.



[Filter: Terrance]

...hey. Um...this is gonna sound weird but can we talk? I...I just feel like you're the only one who would know how I'm feeling right now.
wildaxewoman: (Default)
2012-10-18 06:46 pm

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[Filter: Private]

Well, it could be worse. Could be much worse. The business with the journals, though...I sure hope that doesn't happen to mine.

In the meantime, Lord Kiefer seems a bit out of sorts. Ever since that business with Tarmon...heh, it's not often someone outside the family thanks me for being myself.


[Filter: Lord Kiefer]

Er, my lord? If you're not too busy right now, would you care to spar with me? I could use the practice.
wildaxewoman: (Gentle)
2012-09-25 06:24 pm

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[Filter: Allison]

I still can't believe you were able to get this. It's...it's beautiful, and it's perfect. Now I feel kinda bad that all I could give you was a silly sketch, heh.
wildaxewoman: (::glare::)
2012-09-11 11:22 pm

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[Filter: Allison]

Can you believe him? Still acting like a spoiled child-and in front of His Highness, too! Ugh, I can't believe this man is Lord of the North...


[Filter: Lady Leila]

I apologize for Lord Tarmon. He hasn't been making this any easier for you, I imagine, with his behavior.
wildaxewoman: (::glare::)
2012-08-20 08:17 pm

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[Filter: Allison]

I knew he was bad news, from the beginning I had a feeling about him. Hah, but if I'm angry I can only imagine how enraged Lord Hasten is. Lord Keran used us like tools for his own purposes...outside of Loren I can't remember the last time I ever met such a bastard!
wildaxewoman: (Worried)
2012-08-13 07:05 pm

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[Filter: Allison]

...well. Looks like there's something else going around to distract the soldiers from Lord Glenn and Dame Arvil.
wildaxewoman: (Determined)
2012-07-30 08:51 pm

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[Filter: Private]

Heh. It's just like it always was, really. We do everything we always did together, but now we have sex, too...it's funny, I always thought sex would be such a big deal and change everything forever, but it really didn't. It's just another thing we're doing together.

...not that it's boring or bad, though~ I didn't know what to expect from him, but he's good. I mean, good enough. Not that I've got any room to compare. And so far he's been good about not letting on about us in front of everyone else. I mean, I figured he'd be, but still, you never know what a guy's gonna be like once he's gotten some.
wildaxewoman: (Blank)
2012-07-08 05:29 pm

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[Filter: Allison]

I still can't get it out of my head. I just can't. Those rebel bastards...I want to say they've gone too far this time but they did that a long time ago. What makes them think they're truly better than what they're fighting? What do they think they're going to accomplish by hurting innocent people just to make their point?

...am I crazy, wondering if maybe we'd done things differently, moved a little faster, that maybe we could have done something to stop them? Or at least to save the villagers?
wildaxewoman: (Determined)
2012-06-26 07:25 pm

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[Filter: Private]

I'll have to do this soon. Anything could happen when we get to Quen, anything. Dragons forbid if one of us dies the other will regret it forever if we never go for it...I'll give myself till the end of this week to talk to him.

All right, now that that's settled...

[Filter: Allison]

So what do you make of all this? That old woman saying we oughta turn on Lord Keran...everyone seems to think she's just some crazy old bat.
wildaxewoman: (Default)
2012-06-04 11:43 am

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[Filter: Allison]

Well, the good news is I've decided to go for it with Ken. And he's stopped trying to duck me every chance he gets.

The bad news is, I can't seem to get a moment alone with him! We're either busy training with the others or Brienne's clinging to us freaking out about Lord Keran being here. Dragons, sometimes I wonder if this whole thing is a mistake...I know what I want, but that doesn't necessarily mean it's a good idea!
wildaxewoman: (Blank)
2012-05-13 08:00 pm

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[Filter: Private]

...Allison's right. I can't keep going over and over it in my head, especially now. Things are getting more and more severe and if Dragons forbid something should happen either of us could spend the rest of our lives wondering what might have been.

I'm going for it. I want him.
wildaxewoman: (::glare::)
2012-04-28 08:36 pm

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[Filter: Allison]

Ugh! It's been weeks and he's still ducking me at every turn. Even when I try to open a conversation with a neutral subject he pretends he's got something else to do and runs off! I...I just don't get it, we're all adults here. Why's he acting like such a boy all of a sudden?
wildaxewoman: (Scared)
2012-04-09 12:53 pm

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[Filter: Allison]

Sarrca. From what Lady Anemone's said Lord Keran isn't to be trusted as far as he can be thrown...if he's offering to help us he could easily be luring us into...something. I don't know, all I know is what I've been hearing about the man.

What do you make of all this?
wildaxewoman: (Pensive)
2012-03-23 02:50 pm

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[Filter: Private]

...oh.

Well.





[Filter: Allison]

So I think you may have been onto something. With Ken.
wildaxewoman: (Unsure)
2012-03-15 04:07 pm

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[Filter: Private]

Forna rebels, huh.

[Filter: Allison]

So what do you make of this? Something we should be more wary of, or do you think Lord Glenn and his brothers chased them all off?
wildaxewoman: (Sad)
2012-02-28 08:40 pm

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[Filter: Private]

It never gets easier. In fact, I think it hurts a little more every year because every year that goes by is one more year she'll never get to experience. She'd be a woman now, thinking about marriage and children and all that.

Would she still be with them, all the way up in Korin? They were in Hanalan for a while, would she have stayed there instead?

...would he have stayed with her? I don't know, even with his track record...he would've loved her, he would've stayed faithful to her no matter what. He gave up the life he had to avenge her.

He would've made a damn fine goodbrother.
wildaxewoman: (Default)
2012-02-14 06:09 pm

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[Filter: Private]

So that makes three years in a row, now.

It's funny, I didn't even think we'd still be talking much after all the mess in Colndor and Kiernan, sometimes it seemed like we were all just kinda clinging to each other because I was lonely without Allison and they just wanted an extra person to play cards with. But...somehow they all stayed important to me, especially him.

...are Ken and I really just friends? Most people would think a man and a woman can't do this stuff for each other every Rose Day without it leading to something else, but...I dunno. Right now it's hard to think much about that kind of thing, and I'm sure it's the same for Ken. We just...care about each other is all. Nothing more to it.